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i think im sick.
i need a specialist.
i want to leave this world.
i dont know whats going on.
what's wrg with me?
why i make stupid decisions?
i hate myself for doing all this.
i dont know why.

God, please help me find my way.
PLEASE GOD.
HELP!!!
im like a sick child.

my heart's beating so fast that i could just break down and cry.
ive stop eating.
im so scared of being fat.
i always eat carrots or celery raw.
it's missing in the fridge.
and i dreamt that my mom cooked it.
i know im not anoroxia.

my wish:
I JUST WANT GOD TO HELP ME FIND MY WAY.

Rara.

  • Piscean Lass.
  • I Don't Like Sundays.
  • AnimaLover.(obviously)
  • I Love Jokes.

  • Here's one: What type of tree do a fortune teller look at?
  • Ans: PALM!
  • The Protagonist.
  • Ambition:
    To witness a genius at work.

Wishlist.

  • N7260.
  • N7370.
  • Nikon S5.
  • Ipod Video.
  • Ripcurl Watch.
  • Roo from Winnie The Pooh.
  • Holga colorsplash starter.
  • Travel Around Asia After My Ns.(Batam!!!)
  • C O A C H Wallet.
  • Fay's Biggest KARMA!
  • To have a cook book of my own.
  • Get upclose with a giraffe.
  • Get upclose with a cow.
  • ***May she find the directions she needs.